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✖And I've always been alive. I feel like I'm never here D:. I do keep up with everyone LJs though. Well I may not post but at least I still comment on you everyones ;w;. THAT SHOULD BE GOOD ENOUGH, RIGHT?
✖I have been clawing at my inbox waiting for acceptance letters. I KNOW IT'S EARLY BUT GIVE ME /SOMETHING/ DAMMIT D:<. My friend got hers already...well for one college. I'm like "WHERE IS MINE?!" because well...I have better grades than her and stuff .____. It's okay though. I'll just wait quietly and maybe kick at the mailman or at my inbox once in a while until something comes. I just keep getting "OH WE GOT YOUR APPLICATION" emails and I'm like >B| BARELY? Ffffff. Yeah, leave me.
EDIT: I GOT ONE IN THE MAIL *A* JUST NOW. FFFFF<33!
✖First day of finals was today. I have Biology and English, both which the teacher said IF YOU GET A D OR EVEN 50% YOU ARE CONSIDERED GOOD. That's scary D:. But meh, it was okaaaay. My grade isn't going to change dramatically so I'm not worried. Plus, our English teacher said our test might not even go on this semesters grade. Kinda defeats the purpose don't you think?
✖ I WANT TO PlAY STARRY SKY BUT THE ENGLISH PATCH DOESN'T WORK ON WINDOWS VISTA. /SCREAMSSSSSS. Maybe I'll jack my friends laptop and just...MAKE HER USE MINE if it works on hers after I move in. Ffff. ; ~;. I downloaded more games on a whim and found that they actually have Joker no Kuni for download. WELL, I won't actually understand anything but I DON'T CARE. That's why you look at walk through and just...get an idea of it. /sob. I really need to learn Japanese. If only they at least has a Chinese patch man. /stabs.
✖I saw the house Sunday for the first time and....ehh well I'm not totally fond of it but if my mom likes it its okay. They're doing this whole makeover to it though, so we'll see. I mean. I'm not living in it until after high school..and even then I plan on living away from home once college comes around.
✖Oh. Since a FB notfi popped up...Two of our classmates are missing and people are freaking out. It has to be serious since they haven't seen them since last week and now people on facebook are sending MISSING posts through the network, including the parents phone numbers. I hope they're okay ;;. I don't know them well but you know...;;;.
✖...EVERYONE IS HORRIBLE AND LEFT ME ALONE TODAY ONLINE. I'M SPEAKING TO LIKE 6 OF YOU. /bawwww. I'll just go look for scholarships or something :'|.
✖I have been clawing at my inbox waiting for acceptance letters. I KNOW IT'S EARLY BUT GIVE ME /SOMETHING/ DAMMIT D:<. My friend got hers already...well for one college. I'm like "WHERE IS MINE?!" because well...I have better grades than her and stuff .____. It's okay though. I'll just wait quietly and maybe kick at the mailman or at my inbox once in a while until something comes. I just keep getting "OH WE GOT YOUR APPLICATION" emails and I'm like >B| BARELY? Ffffff. Yeah, leave me.
EDIT: I GOT ONE IN THE MAIL *A* JUST NOW. FFFFF<33!
✖First day of finals was today. I have Biology and English, both which the teacher said IF YOU GET A D OR EVEN 50% YOU ARE CONSIDERED GOOD. That's scary D:. But meh, it was okaaaay. My grade isn't going to change dramatically so I'm not worried. Plus, our English teacher said our test might not even go on this semesters grade. Kinda defeats the purpose don't you think?
✖ I WANT TO PlAY STARRY SKY BUT THE ENGLISH PATCH DOESN'T WORK ON WINDOWS VISTA. /SCREAMSSSSSS. Maybe I'll jack my friends laptop and just...MAKE HER USE MINE if it works on hers after I move in. Ffff. ; ~;. I downloaded more games on a whim and found that they actually have Joker no Kuni for download. WELL, I won't actually understand anything but I DON'T CARE. That's why you look at walk through and just...get an idea of it. /sob. I really need to learn Japanese. If only they at least has a Chinese patch man. /stabs.
✖I saw the house Sunday for the first time and....ehh well I'm not totally fond of it but if my mom likes it its okay. They're doing this whole makeover to it though, so we'll see. I mean. I'm not living in it until after high school..and even then I plan on living away from home once college comes around.
✖Oh. Since a FB notfi popped up...Two of our classmates are missing and people are freaking out. It has to be serious since they haven't seen them since last week and now people on facebook are sending MISSING posts through the network, including the parents phone numbers. I hope they're okay ;;. I don't know them well but you know...;;;.
✖...EVERYONE IS HORRIBLE AND LEFT ME ALONE TODAY ONLINE. I'M SPEAKING TO LIKE 6 OF YOU. /bawwww. I'll just go look for scholarships or something :'|.
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Date: 2011-01-19 01:25 am (UTC)From:AND WORKING /had a nap I'LL BE ON LATER??
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Date: 2011-01-19 02:01 am (UTC)From:; ~;. okaaaaaay~ work hard.
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Date: 2011-01-19 02:24 am (UTC)From:Darling, it doesn't matter how well you know them. /o/ ♥ Life is life and life is precious, right? I don't agree with what they're doing but don't you think that makes it all the more important to try to get through to them? They're smart and wonderful people, I'm sure, but smart and wonderful people are entirely capable of getting lost too. It's sad, but it's true.
I hope you don't let it get you down, but perhaps you can try to dispel that feeling of not being able to do anything? Because the only time you can possibly be unproductive is when you decide that you can't do much. You can do so much! Positive thinking does a lot- and if not for them, then it does a lot for you, which does a lot for the people who care about you. ♥♥ You can try to help the other people who are trying to communicate with them, maybe? Every little bit counts, honey bunch, so there's my advice for you.
Don't be depressed. /huggles lots ♥♥ We're here for you and people are there for them too. I just hope they'll be able to see it soon.
AND GOOD LUCK ON YOUR FINALS, SWEETHEART. ♥ Do your best either way. *A* Knock 'em right out of the water! Mine are next week, eeeeeeeek. Why is California so behind, I don't even.
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Date: 2011-01-19 02:44 am (UTC)From:I agree with what you're saying to me. Right now I can only think positive and pray. None of them are answering to all those responses and it's been days so that scares me ;;. I know that life is precious and I really wish I could call them and just lecture them and tell them to come home already. I guess what depresses me isn't exactly what I can't do but how all those messages people left still aren't getting through to them. So many people care for them, including me, and I'm sure they know that. Everything that should be said has been said and asdfglkj;lk I find it frustrating and stupid.
I felt a little better after a little thinking and your comment made me feel much better as well. I'll do what I can and find a way to help both them. And even if I can't at least I can help everyone that are worried for them. POSITIVE THOUGHTS :|b.
Thank you dearest♥ Good luck on your finals next week. And I thought my school was the latest at testing :|;;
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Date: 2011-01-19 03:07 pm (UTC)From:I don't know anything about the Starry Sky game, I'm just watching the anime. ORZ;;;
Good freakin' luck on your finals! I BELIEVE IN YOU! <333 *smoochies*
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Date: 2011-01-19 08:59 pm (UTC)From:Well it came from the game xD;. It's just an Otome game really. I've been meaning to watch the anime but had some reason sitting through the first episode ;;.
Thank you♥!!
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Date: 2011-01-20 07:05 am (UTC)From:I know it did. xD But I don't really fancy these types of games. >>; What's there to sit through? It's only eleven minutes long. :O I heart Tsukiko~.
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Date: 2011-01-21 12:56 am (UTC)From:ITS DRAGGYY. Well at least the 1st was. I heard the 3rd got better.
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Date: 2011-01-19 04:39 pm (UTC)From:MISSED YOU MISSED YOU MISSED YOUOMG STARRY SKY ♥ Tsubasa is my favourite...<3
D: Hope your classmates are found and they're okay.
ONLY SIX PEOPLE!? I'm surprised whenever I get 3 people talking to me. Orz. I must be unloved...XD;
BEAT THOSE TESTS! YEAH YEAH!
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Date: 2011-01-19 09:01 pm (UTC)From:I MISSED YOU TOO AHH ITS LIKE OUR ROLES REVERSED.Fffff. I have yet to fine a favorite...YET!
YOU ARE LOVED :<.
♥
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Date: 2011-01-20 03:32 pm (UTC)From:OMG ROLE REVERSALS. THAT MEANS WE'RE A SEME-UKE-UKE-SEME RELATIONSHIP INSTEAD OF JUST A SEME-UKE. WIN....What? ♥
D'aww, thanks :) I know I'm loved. I only tease <3
AND CONGRATS ON THAT ACCEPTANCE LETTER!
JUST DON'T BE LIKE ME WHEN YOU'RE IN COLLEGE/UNI AND GO ON LJ IN CLASS *bricked*
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Date: 2011-01-21 12:55 am (UTC)From:LMAO. xDffffff♥
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Date: 2011-01-19 08:17 pm (UTC)From:I'm so glad you got an acceptance letter!! \o/ CONGRATS, BB!!
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Date: 2011-01-19 09:00 pm (UTC)From:♥ thank you ;3;. I know it's still early but I was all worried.