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I think I'm mad.
I spent the day joking about suicide. And no, I know perfectly well I won't do anything stupid. I'm just so stressed out by tomorrows oral commentary. How am I suppose to explain a poem / passage on Hamlet / passage on Sense and Sensibility for 12 minutes?
It's not only part of the IB program, no I wouldn't be as nervous then... but it's part of my grade in English.
Plus I have been having trouble in Biology lately. WHY DO I EVEN HAVE TO TAKE AN HL CLASS OF BIO =___=; Why split it? WHY? /sob.
My friends believe I'll pull through because...lol I always do but...
This has been the root of my horrible feelings the past week. I'm having trouble being happy right now.
Yeah. I'm done. I have poems analysis. I have my brain set on a poem. We get it randomly but, no I'M GETTING A POEM BECAUSE MY BRAIN SENDS MESSAGES TO THE WORLD TO MAKE IT HAPPEN AND MY BRAIN SAYS I'M GETTING A POEM.
orz. idkay man. I used to be so happy before junior year. Now I don't even give a damn about what I wear to school.....Just waiting to graduate.
I spent the day joking about suicide. And no, I know perfectly well I won't do anything stupid. I'm just so stressed out by tomorrows oral commentary. How am I suppose to explain a poem / passage on Hamlet / passage on Sense and Sensibility for 12 minutes?
It's not only part of the IB program, no I wouldn't be as nervous then... but it's part of my grade in English.
Plus I have been having trouble in Biology lately. WHY DO I EVEN HAVE TO TAKE AN HL CLASS OF BIO =___=; Why split it? WHY? /sob.
My friends believe I'll pull through because...lol I always do but...
This has been the root of my horrible feelings the past week. I'm having trouble being happy right now.
Yeah. I'm done. I have poems analysis. I have my brain set on a poem. We get it randomly but, no I'M GETTING A POEM BECAUSE MY BRAIN SENDS MESSAGES TO THE WORLD TO MAKE IT HAPPEN AND MY BRAIN SAYS I'M GETTING A POEM.
orz. idkay man. I used to be so happy before junior year. Now I don't even give a damn about what I wear to school.....Just waiting to graduate.
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If you ever need help with oral presentations, you know I'm just an AIM window away, darling! I know you've got it and I have just as much faith in you as everyone else, but I've been comfortable doing public speaking for so long that I think I might've picked up a thing or two that could help you? ♥ Just let me know, dear! It's really the only thing I can ever help anyone with. XD;;
In general though, darling? It's Senioritis. ♥ It's okay! Honestly, I don't fault you for any of it since I would likely be in the same situation, ahaha. Still though, happiness is what you make of it? At least, that's what I always thought. I know you'll be able to find things that make you smile- one way or another. And when Annaballerina smiles, the world is just that much brighter. ♥
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Thank you darling, you're sweet ;w; ♥
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It sounds like you have to respond to a random question though? To have to talk for 12 minutes is entirely unrealistic though. That's a really stupid assignment if every student must do that. what is the teacher thinking?
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Thank you Tricky ;////; ;; but I think I'll be kinda okay.
I timed myself on this poem and it came out to 9 minutes. By then the teacher is allowed to ask questions so skljf o9. Because like..the teacher isn't allowed to say ANYTHING before 9 minutes ;;;.
And well it's part of IB, not really the teachers fault or anything but they made it mandatory when it shouldn't be? .____.
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But you'll make it for sure! :|b ♥
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But I've been there, Annabelle dear. <3 And it isn't near as bad as it sounds. I am sure you did a wonderful job with it, and I know you'll do fine with the rest of the IB program as well. Just keep trucking; I know it hurts extra because you have to do extra work while the rest of the seniors slack, but I guarantee it pays off. I'm grateful to have gone through it now, so I know you'll be just fine. <333
Just take it day by day, okay?
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Thank you. I actually already wrote another post about the Oral and it did go great so~ I'm just really relieved over that.
I WILL WORK HARD THOUGH TILL SCHOOL IS OVER THOUGH /o/. ffffff, at least kinda hard.