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ᴀɴɴᴀʙᴇʟʟᴇ ([personal profile] purrrs) wrote2011-03-24 05:01 pm
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I think I'm mad.

I spent the day joking about suicide. And no, I know perfectly well I won't do anything stupid. I'm just so stressed out by tomorrows oral commentary. How am I suppose to explain a poem / passage on Hamlet / passage on Sense and Sensibility for 12 minutes?

It's not only part of the IB program, no I wouldn't be as nervous then... but it's part of my grade in English.

Plus I have been having trouble in Biology lately. WHY DO I EVEN HAVE TO TAKE AN HL CLASS OF BIO =___=; Why split it? WHY? /sob.

My friends believe I'll pull through because...lol I always do but...

This has been the root of my horrible feelings the past week. I'm having trouble being happy right now.

Yeah. I'm done. I have poems analysis. I have my brain set on a poem. We get it randomly but, no I'M GETTING A POEM BECAUSE MY BRAIN SENDS MESSAGES TO THE WORLD TO MAKE IT HAPPEN AND MY BRAIN SAYS I'M GETTING A POEM.

orz. idkay man. I used to be so happy before junior year. Now I don't even give a damn about what I wear to school.....Just waiting to graduate.
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[identity profile] sweetheartened.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
/headtilt

If you ever need help with oral presentations, you know I'm just an AIM window away, darling! I know you've got it and I have just as much faith in you as everyone else, but I've been comfortable doing public speaking for so long that I think I might've picked up a thing or two that could help you? ♥ Just let me know, dear! It's really the only thing I can ever help anyone with. XD;;

In general though, darling? It's Senioritis. ♥ It's okay! Honestly, I don't fault you for any of it since I would likely be in the same situation, ahaha. Still though, happiness is what you make of it? At least, that's what I always thought. I know you'll be able to find things that make you smile- one way or another. And when Annaballerina smiles, the world is just that much brighter. ♥

[personal profile] mutie 2011-03-25 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
asd;dfk oh darling you're so sweet but it actually isn't even public speaking. It's a one on one thing with the teacher and a recording that will be sent off to whatever part of the world to be graded ;;. I've had a 15 minute presentation last year before and yeah, I don't really think I have a problem with it as long as I feel prepared. But I don't with this since it's a random drawing 20 minutes before the recording afdkl;jasd;flk. You're sweet though.

Thank you darling, you're sweet ;w; ♥

[identity profile] trickyfrog.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
Dude . . . I'm a teacher in training and I've studied Sense and Sensibility and Hamlet thoroughly. . . . . If you need help, let me know.

It sounds like you have to respond to a random question though? To have to talk for 12 minutes is entirely unrealistic though. That's a really stupid assignment if every student must do that. what is the teacher thinking?

[personal profile] mutie 2011-03-25 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
Welp. asdlkkfj IT'S TOMORROW THOUGH /HUFF HUFF DIES.

Thank you Tricky ;////; ;; but I think I'll be kinda okay.

I timed myself on this poem and it came out to 9 minutes. By then the teacher is allowed to ask questions so skljf o9. Because like..the teacher isn't allowed to say ANYTHING before 9 minutes ;;;.

And well it's part of IB, not really the teachers fault or anything but they made it mandatory when it shouldn't be? .____.

[identity profile] trickyfrog.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
You can do it; you'll be fine. <3

[identity profile] amelia-seyroon.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
YOU'LL GET THERE! :OOOOOOO

[identity profile] khibz.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 09:02 am (UTC)(link)
GODDAMN ORAL PRESENTATIONS. I have two coming up pretty soon, one is supposed to be 10mins and the other one 15mins. lolno.

But you'll make it for sure! :|b ♥

[identity profile] dreaming-dani.livejournal.com 2011-03-26 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
I hope everything went okay!! /hugs ♥♥♥

[identity profile] kalisona.livejournal.com 2011-03-29 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
I AM LATE. /uses Italy as an excuse

But I've been there, Annabelle dear. <3 And it isn't near as bad as it sounds. I am sure you did a wonderful job with it, and I know you'll do fine with the rest of the IB program as well. Just keep trucking; I know it hurts extra because you have to do extra work while the rest of the seniors slack, but I guarantee it pays off. I'm grateful to have gone through it now, so I know you'll be just fine. <333

Just take it day by day, okay?

[personal profile] mutie 2011-03-29 02:13 pm (UTC)(link)
LMAO. Oh Cal♥

Thank you. I actually already wrote another post about the Oral and it did go great so~ I'm just really relieved over that.

I WILL WORK HARD THOUGH TILL SCHOOL IS OVER THOUGH /o/. ffffff, at least kinda hard.
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