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[purrrs]

I think I'm mad.

I spent the day joking about suicide. And no, I know perfectly well I won't do anything stupid. I'm just so stressed out by tomorrows oral commentary. How am I suppose to explain a poem / passage on Hamlet / passage on Sense and Sensibility for 12 minutes?

It's not only part of the IB program, no I wouldn't be as nervous then... but it's part of my grade in English.

Plus I have been having trouble in Biology lately. WHY DO I EVEN HAVE TO TAKE AN HL CLASS OF BIO =___=; Why split it? WHY? /sob.

My friends believe I'll pull through because...lol I always do but...

This has been the root of my horrible feelings the past week. I'm having trouble being happy right now.

Yeah. I'm done. I have poems analysis. I have my brain set on a poem. We get it randomly but, no I'M GETTING A POEM BECAUSE MY BRAIN SENDS MESSAGES TO THE WORLD TO MAKE IT HAPPEN AND MY BRAIN SAYS I'M GETTING A POEM.

orz. idkay man. I used to be so happy before junior year. Now I don't even give a damn about what I wear to school.....Just waiting to graduate.

Comments

[trickyfrog.livejournal.com]

Dude . . . I'm a teacher in training and I've studied Sense and Sensibility and Hamlet thoroughly. . . . . If you need help, let me know.

It sounds like you have to respond to a random question though? To have to talk for 12 minutes is entirely unrealistic though. That's a really stupid assignment if every student must do that. what is the teacher thinking?

[mutie]

Welp. asdlkkfj IT'S TOMORROW THOUGH /HUFF HUFF DIES.

Thank you Tricky ;////; ;; but I think I'll be kinda okay.

I timed myself on this poem and it came out to 9 minutes. By then the teacher is allowed to ask questions so skljf o9. Because like..the teacher isn't allowed to say ANYTHING before 9 minutes ;;;.

And well it's part of IB, not really the teachers fault or anything but they made it mandatory when it shouldn't be? .____.

[trickyfrog.livejournal.com]

You can do it; you'll be fine. <3