purrrs: (☇pouting like i did something wrong)
2011-04-06 10:25 pm

[as;klf]


 So I kinda miss it when people update on LJ about their lives. I'm not saying everyone on my f-list doesn't do it anymore but a lot of you plurkies definitely aren't ; ~;. FFFF makes total sense though. My updates have been dying since plurk sucked me away. You think rp did enough of that. ...It honestly made me not even want to sign into my own personal lj for a time because IM TOO LAZY.

Okay enough about that.

OMG SD:LFKJSDFLKS;laslfdkalfks;ldf TODAY IS WEDNESDAY, TOMORROW IS THURSDAY, THEN COMES FRIDAY. AND FRIDAY IS WHEN WE PARTY IN THE BACK SEAT AND SOMETHINGSOMETHINGSOMETHING FUN FUN FUN FUN.

No I'm done. I'm just CRY IT'S THURSDAY TOMORROW.

I'm on Spring Break if that ... you know makes it obvious why I'm not too pleased.
 
And guess what? I have less to update because I ALREADY WROTE IT OUT ON PLURK YESTERDAY. lol irony. I mean it wasn't my fault. LJ was down. LJ MADE ME DO IT.
 
..............................................................................................................Real update like....tomorrow gaiz. What is this piece of fail?
 
 
WAIIIIT: here have some pokemon so I can earn more poke$$ 


And to make this relevant. Looks like I'm going to Cal State San Fransico everyone/ /o/. It was either that or UC Santa Barabara....and I'll explain that tomorrow because...I said REAL UPDATE TOMORROW. /had to think of this last minute ffffff.
purrrs: (☇just as a lady would; i stand tall)
2011-03-24 05:01 pm

[33]

I think I'm mad.

I spent the day joking about suicide. And no, I know perfectly well I won't do anything stupid. I'm just so stressed out by tomorrows oral commentary. How am I suppose to explain a poem / passage on Hamlet / passage on Sense and Sensibility for 12 minutes?

It's not only part of the IB program, no I wouldn't be as nervous then... but it's part of my grade in English.

Plus I have been having trouble in Biology lately. WHY DO I EVEN HAVE TO TAKE AN HL CLASS OF BIO =___=; Why split it? WHY? /sob.

My friends believe I'll pull through because...lol I always do but...

This has been the root of my horrible feelings the past week. I'm having trouble being happy right now.

Yeah. I'm done. I have poems analysis. I have my brain set on a poem. We get it randomly but, no I'M GETTING A POEM BECAUSE MY BRAIN SENDS MESSAGES TO THE WORLD TO MAKE IT HAPPEN AND MY BRAIN SAYS I'M GETTING A POEM.

orz. idkay man. I used to be so happy before junior year. Now I don't even give a damn about what I wear to school.....Just waiting to graduate.
purrrs: (☇you are my bestfriend)
2011-03-08 07:14 pm

[will count later]

♚SO TODAY I GOT BLACK ROCK SHOOTER, YES THE FIGURE. i ordered her 2 years ago and finally i get her EEEEE. She's sitting on the desk right now where she is safe but after tonight she is going back into the box until I officially take her home.



SEEE? My webcam reflects the picture for some reason though D:. SHE'S BEAUTIFUL.


♚ I HAVE BEEN *COLORING* Yes, me. I mean, getting a tablet must mean you should do something with it right? Okay, I do draw with it but IDKAY.

HERE, this is my mediocre coloring. ;w;.

Marianne : Are You Alice? )


I am into this girl right here. She's hasn't even come out that much but now I'm just like *COLORS HER FOREVER* sob.

I blame Squee, indirectly. I've read a few chapters before on Are You Alice? but never got back into it until she plurked about it and I was like...WELL IT'S BEEN A WHILE.

♚ School is...um...school. I see nothing important about it and things will go fast, really. Because CASHEE for the sophomores, SPRING BREAK, SAT TESTING for everyone but Seniors /o/, and well we get out a week eariler too. SEE HOW THINGS MOVE QUICKLY? ffff, yeah so I'm not worried.

purrrs: (☇bitch don't mess with me)
2010-12-01 12:15 am

[✚17 running around with scissors]

✚CSU MENTOR IS BEING HORRIBLE TO BE AND THE SITE KEEPS BREAKING. /SOB.
.....I just need to actually submit the applications gdmit B(. I am not pleased. Well..../sob. Imma distract myself with this post before I go scream at the application page or something.


✚Okay. That was from yesterday. GOOD NEWS. MY APPLICATIONS ARE DONE /o/ The UC site didn't give me a hard time at all so I don't know what was CSU's problem but I got them through =w=

✚I was this close into getting my next lolita skirt but it was sold about 20 minutes after she answered me back the price of shipping while I was afk ;A;. Life is unfairrrr. It was so cute too and a good price /sob.

✚/SCREAMS. I still need to save up for my Sakura-con ticket ;A;. I keep forgetting how much it is ffff. I should go sell off my room for it now, that sounds about right. xD;. Maybe it was good I didn't buy that skirt after all?! I don't know what to think.

✚I have choir rehearsal tomorrow ;A;. Do not want. I know my music okayokay rehearsal right before concert is enough /sob. I'm just so tired and know I'd want to go home and nap. Concert is on Thursday /o/ I would LOOVE to get it over with. I swear its like I HEAR my music everywhere on the radio and it ends up bugging me since I hear it enough having to rehearsal Christmas songs for choir.

✚............I should go to bed now. /o/;;  This post took me hours to write up because I did not think of these things until probably an hour or two apart from each other...Yes, sometimes I take forever to write posts. Ffff.
purrrs: (☇you are my bestfriend)
2010-11-07 04:22 pm

[❀11 i am still alive, i mean it]

I SWEAR I'LL BE AROUND MORE. I've just either been busy (last week) or tag happy (this week) so I simply forget to come here. I DO READ EVERYONE'S POST THOUGH ;A;. If that means anything to you guys.

/hits friends only and ignores all comm posts now. I am so horrible.

School has actually been good. I'm always talking in my French II class though and I think my teacher is ON TO ME. FFFF. I do my work but it's just that...HE TALKS SO MUCH. SHUT UP AND LET ME TALK  WORK ON MY CLASS WORK PLZ. lolol I'm so mean xD; Nah, I really like him. He just tends to go on and go about directions when he should just relax already, that's all. We're not stupid. We get it the first time.

I think I'm being a spazz....it took me more than an hour to continue with this post. Anywaysss~

Meme time (since i have nothing better to do):

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you'd never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.


some good-some bad )

Fff well half RL and half online. It's not a bad balance B).

purrrs: (☇pouting like i did something wrong)
2010-10-27 03:05 pm

(no subject)

ROLEPLAY LOVE MEME

my thread

I can't believe I never done this meme before. Fffff.
 ♥

Life Report: School is a killer, but I should  be okay by the end of the month so I am happy to say that.
Or hope that...whatever works best.
xD;;
purrrs: (☇so i might be embarrassed; and what?)
2010-10-21 12:52 am

[❀08 /FLAILFLAIL]

❀So I realized I haven't been posting anything decent for a while so I will fix that now. Since you know, doing like 20 dares in 2 days was very decent and full of sense for everyone to read right? No, of course not. Although I admit I enjoyed it thoroughly.
However I enjoyed reading and saving and screen capping other posts more. /evil smirking forever bby.

❀/ahem Either way...as some of you noticed. I'M NEVER HERE TO HAVE A LEGIT CONVERSATION WITH YOU GUYS. Sorry ;A;.

❀I've been sleeping lots lately, but not really. I keep going to bed at 10 or something just because I know I'd have to wake up around 2 to do hw. I have a biology test this week with lots of hw due on the day of the test. It was horrid but the test turned out to be pretty okay despite the fact I felt like I didn't study at all. I finished my hw at least ;;.

❀Oh and I had a choir concert yesterday. And rehearsal Monday so obviously my time and energy was cut short thanks to that. Stupid concert. I can at least say our group did well. So yay?

❀BUT!  minimum day tomorrow and Friday! I'll be home before 12~ B) Life is good again.

❀Still slowly cracking at them Durarara!! novels. So sad. I still have to wait for my hard copies to come in the mail. They were mailed on the 14th...and she told me a week to 2. LET IT BE ONLY A WEEK. COME TOMORROW. I am so excite I don't wanna wait any longer for them ;A;.

❀Presentation for english tomorrow. So not excite for that.

❀Bought my Kida wig a few days ago. /waits patiently for it to come in the mail. This will take a while though. I know it. /sob.

❀OH. I HIT MY HEAD ON THE STEPS OF MY CHOIR ROOM TODAY /sob. I can't tell if I deserved it or not though. Maybe this is karma for scaring tears out of my friend and teasing her for it after showing High school of the Dead to my anime club today. I never even watched it myself, I just remembered it was good and made my friend bring it to show. Heey, I liked it. I just had no idea that there were so many panty shots in it. BUUUT the teacher/supervior said he liked the show too sooo...NO COMPLAINTS. FFFF.
But yeah. It was so loud when I hit my head I don't even. My friend feels so guilty over it. But yeah I just kinda laid there like 6_9 saying "I am not okay. You gave me a headache. Look what you did". And then like 5 people were like "Do not fall asleep OR YOU'LL DIE." 
Thank you lots, you guys. :<.

❀/goes to finish hw now.
Still! Hey, hey, hey~
LET'S TALK. Yeah?
purrrs: (☇gentle and beautiful smile)
2010-10-06 03:29 pm

[☆4 i love a lot of things; including you]

☆I'm kinda worn out. Lalala nothing new there. I have missed my biology class the 2nd time in a row and it bothers me. My ride is always late and she doesn't seem to understand that school is important no matter how much you don't like it. I mean she's the one with Calculus in the morning; she should be more on edge than me. Plus when I AM there we learn about things I already know and it weird me out....=A= I just feel like I'm missing all the important lessons or something ahhh.

☆I found them.
CHINESE DURARARA NOVELS on the Taiwan yahoo auction site HNNNNGGHHH. Brand new and still wrapped in that plastic thing. I'm buying them like, now! Well I don't know I have to wait because I found a shopping service and they're giving me my quote. It shouldn't be over $50 though so o/!! I just have to find 6, 7, and 8.../sob. But eh, it's okay I have them all online. I just like hard copies<33;;

☆My psychology test went okay! Thank you to all the sweethearts that wished me luck~ My grade went up since the first test so sounds good to me~ We're just chilling and watching A Beautiful Mind this week.

☆I've been having a wave of depressing feelings lately. They kinda just come and go. Probably not a big deal. I shouldn't think too much of it.

☆Oh and speaking of frequent things (lolol major topic change) there has been this ringing in my ear lately. I mean I know it happens once in a while but it's been REALLY FREQUENT lately. I should find out if that means anything..;;

☆........Our weather is bipolar. It's so damn cold now. Wasn't it just lkadsfj hot a few days ago?
purrrs: (☇uwahaha; i am the man!)
2010-09-30 02:46 pm

[★2 t.g.i...oh wait.]

★AHH I realized today that it's almost half a semester of school already! oAo;;.

Why don't I feel settled with school? /sob.

★Buuut i'ts almost Friday and that's all I've been riding on to get me by the week really since I'm just always so out of it in class and all. Well, it's probably not as bad as I claim.
BUT FRIDAY!! I finally get to met
[info]Kanra ~ In which we will get to chill at [info]Zetsus so *A* <3333

★I punched this guy today. It felt refreshing since I haven't punched anyone in such a long time. He was annoying so I generally just 'ugh'ed at him every time he comes about for no reason. But today he told me the reason why I 'tsun' or something.

"Because you are lonely. It's okay. I understand~" FF I don't even. He was asking for it. He whimpered for a while after but persisted which ended up with him screaming and running away since he just seemed to like pain after all~. He comes around again. I'll kill him. I'm probably being unreasonable but he's annoying.

★Anime club tomorrow. I need to lecture to them about voice actors and why we should care. This should be interesting.

★This icon is so cute. Why so cute Kida? I can't get enough of this icon.

★But anyways, how about you lovely people tell me how you've been?
purrrs: (☇derp; i kinda typo a lot?)
2010-09-27 01:14 pm

[❤1 first post get]

Well initially I wasn't even going to post anything until I settled in this journal and had everyone added and yeah buuut oh well you guys love me so you don't care right? ;D.
 
WELCOME TO MY NEW JOURNAL YEAH *A*
MORE SPARKLES. THAT'S RIGHT.


S-see [info]Hyouri made up this username for me and I'm been dying to have it but I waited until I felt like I used my other journal a good deal before moving. Hopefully people don't misspell my username now! fff<3

OH AND BEFORE I TALK ABOUT MY LIFE ISN'T THIS LAYOUT PRETTY?!
[info]Ari made it for me *A*. She makes all my journal layouts actually and I just sit there like a derp until she's done. I never get to see if until she's done too. >>;; Thank you dear!
 
❤I dropped my 20th Century class. /sob. It wasn't really because I hated it. No I like the subject. I just didn't like our teacher, the lecture (I fall asleep in D:), and the things he throws at us to do. I love history, really but just because I'm not taking it doesn't mean I should be restricted to just classes right?

❤I'm working on those piano requests! Really! ;;.

❤So apparently there is this guy that liked me since the 7th grade. We don't talk anymore so I thought he was over me. He even has a girlfriend now! But. Instead of just getting on with life he sits across from me in our little quad area at lunch with his gf.
I didn't think much of it but apparently he doesn't come if I'm not there and he stares at me constantly? PLUS my friends are already making up theories about whether the girlfriend knew or not. FFF And I had no idea until they told me today. Just ffff.

❤EDIT: MY ONE YEAR AND A HALF OLD BROTHER JUST CALLED 911. HOW DID HE EVEN...FFF Good thing they weren't mad.